I haven't cried this much in a while. I guess I am not really asking for much. I really don't understand what is so appealing about the Republican party. This is the worst day ever. Not only did we lose the presidential election, but we got trounced in the house and senate. Bush says that this will be a mandate to push his conservative values. I thought that once I got into the real world shit was going to change. Rational people would make rational decisions. I hurt. All the muscles in my body are spent. My eyes can't take any more crying. Heh, how telling. My journal entry a few days ago foreshadowed this. I should have known than to have faith in the Democratic party. This year I voted against my conscience. I should have voted Green. I voted Democrat. They have just lost my vote. This is the last time I ever vote for a Democrat.