Well it's 01:55. I should be asleep. Had to get up to watch the Eastenders though. I love that show. Well, i didnt always. Actually, it was more off and on, really. I think all of my friends hate it... well, the ones that know about it or what it is do!

Heh, i cant really hate anything. A friend of mine was telling me the other day that she walked out on a movie... because it was just so bad. I can't say that i would do something like that. Actually <ramble> i have never walked out on a movie... and it takes a lot for me to hate a movie... or tv show.

But i come around in the end... i never saw seinfeld, until just recently. Then I just loved it... a pity really that it's gone now.

You know this could get dangerous. You reading into my mind like this. It's a hazzard zone in here. ehhe. But whatever.

I am going to see my little brother this week. Everything should be great. Some of you may not know how it feels to be idolized... to be held up like god. Heh, my little brother does that to me. It's funny really, he wants to be exactly like me. there is one thing that he cannot stand and will not put up with and that is my smoking. I know myself, it's a nasty habbit and i am in the process of <-puff-> quitting. I just need some time.

Actually i am pretty proud of myself. i have been holding myself down to four cigarettes a day. Well, now with the new prices, you can go for broke even then! That's another reason why i am quitting... ever since the price rise, (although it didn't affect me, cause i buy the Nat Sherman's MCD Cigarettes... so i normally pay US$3.50 per pack)... as i was saying, ever since the price rise, most everyone i know at work has decided to quit. So i am one of the very few people who do now and it's no fun, cause i cant hear any gossip on my "smoke break"

So what's a programmer without smokes, or caffeine. Yeah, i asked the same thing found no answer... but i'll stop smoking for my little brother. Cause he is awesome. I wonder if my older sister looks at me as i do my little brother. I love them a lot and (shamefully) more than anyone else in the family. I wonder if they know that i do. I can tell my sister anything and that's what so amazing about her... she is my goddess. heh, already made me uncle twice over.

GOD! UNCLE at 20 bah! err, i mean 21 bartender, yeah, 21... ehhe...